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Thursday, May 1, 2008

I HATE MYSELF. I REALLY HATE MYSELF. I FREAKING HATE MYSELF. I REALLY FREAKLY HATE MYSELF.

Don't tell me i sound F**king emo or whatever. I really hate myself for being so harsh but i really got a shock. I tried so F**king hard to explain but i guess it really was very wrong. Otherwise would you be so mad? I know how much time you've spent on it and how much it matters to you. Yet i almost ruin everything for you. I can totally understand why u spilled such words at me but still i think u shldn't have. It weren't the first time already, i know that you're really mad. If you wouldn't forgive me, i wouldn't blame you. I know this is going to be a scar, just like the "me" in the past. My past haunts you, i know and thats why i'm scared to lose you. This time i know i'm really wrong and i'm very sorry for doing that. Please trust me, i really din't mean to do that. Everything happened too fast.

ALASTER CHUA WEI HAN. I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE.




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