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Saturday, May 31, 2008
Jade's Special Request again XD1. At which age do you want to get married? Stop asking me that. 2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend? Depends? Anyway i don't know what comes next. 3. Who is the person you trust most? ALASTER CHUA 4. Do you think you have enough confidence? YESSSS 5. Are you over your ex-boyfriend? DUH ! i have a boyfriend now. 6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain? Why this question again? 7. What is your goal for this year? Er, save more money? 8. Do you believe in eternity love? YES (: 9. Have you even broken someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide? ): 10. What feeling do you love most? LAUGHTER 11. If one day your bestfriend and boyfriend quarrel, who will you side with and what will you do? Depends on who is right? 12. List out your 5 best friends. - 1. Nadira - 2. Melissa - 3. Xinyu - 4. Junjie - 5. Minyi 13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? Depends on what kind of friends they are. 14. Do you like to hang out with friends? Yes yes XD 15. What do you think Mother Father Brother Sister ALASTER and those 5 up there. 16. If you were on a ship, your mother and your boyfriend(been together for 2years) were knocked out of the ship, you only have one lifefloat, who would you throw it to? Both can swim (: Save my mom den save my boyfriend la. My boyfriend so strong lei ! 17. What have you done to please yourself? Shop Shop and Shop even more ! 18. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be? Secondary School days. I miss 4E4'06 Canberra Secondary. 19. Have you felt the true meaning of love? I don't know yet. 20. Are you feeling very tired? i'm tired of answering questions. Remove 1 question from the above and add in one personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them at their tagboard that they've been tagged. Lucky 8s: Alaster (he don't have a blog), Minyi, Nadira, Melissa and Junjie Monday, May 19, 2008
Hello readers ! Miss me not? Lols. Alright today is Vesak Day so, HAPPY VESAK DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATES THIS OCCASION (:I've not updated for ONE week. HOMFGBBQ i'm so so so sorry. Nothing interested nor exciting happened thats why i din't update. Every day's school day. What else? Good thing my blog's not dead and thats all thanks to Xinyu and all who tags (: 14.o5 School ends at 2p.m every wednesday lucky me. Took bus 74 and headed to AMK hub. Ambe jie's LATE ! Haha. When she arrived, we went shopping and had a few bimbo moment =.= but i had fun though. Its been so long since we last met and we din't change any bit. Still as crazy as ever. Love her so much (: Then poor muffin had to stay in school till 4p.m so she met me ard 6.30p.m. Bought my shoe after hearing her advice and took off to the "Kopitiam" for dinner. Ambe jie and her boyfriend left first. So me and minyi(muffin) had more time to ourselves. Minyi and i shared a plate of carrot cake for dinner and its yummy ! Had a last minute decision to watch "What Happened In Vegas" It was really nice for people who watches girly shows XD 16.o5 My first official outing with Muffin. I went to get a hair cut before meeting her. We went to take neoprints ! Its been so long since i last took neoprints. Haha. Here it is -
Then we went to have dinner at this newly found place at bugis. Its really delicious and i suggested that we'll bring our "brothers" here some day ! Then we went bugis village to shop ! We bought new tops which were quite similar. Muffin bought fake lashes hahahas. Then we both headed home, while on the train we cam whored !
17.o5 Saturday ! Haha. Muffin came to my place and we played around with the nail enamels. Then we went to Bugis for another neoprint section !
Then we went to parco basement to get ourselves some snacks. We bought this ice cream pancake which i highly recommend to my readers. Its super duper delicious.
We walked to haji lane to cam whore and shop. It was so much fun. Muffin also bought her geeky spects. (: So many people are becoming geeks XD
         Then we went fareast ! We bought a top and had our dinner. Then i went to look for Hubbee. Miss him so much ! 18.o5 / 19.o5 Had to work. Yucks yucks. Was looking forward to see hubbee after work ! Slept over at hubbee's came home ard 7p.m 19.o5. I'm missing him right now ! Messages and Tag Replies : Monday, May 12, 2008
Now I believe...that if a guy loves you, he'll treat you good forever. that if a guy loves you, he'll put his pride down and make you Queen that if a guy loves you, he'll put down your past and accept what you are Now that if a guy loves you, be it his friends or his family he'll hold on to your hands that if a guy loves you, he'll let you feel loved that if a guy loves you, he rather he suffer than let you feel lost that if a guy loves you, you can hear his heart beating for you, even when you're apart that if a guy loves you, you can hear him loud even when he's whispering that if a guy loves you, he'll never let go of the relationship. that if a guy loves you, he'll carry you through thick and thin This may not apply to all but this applies for me. I don't know if there will be any changes, still, i believe. none of us wanted this to happen, but it did. To you, my words came hard but it was just a comment. To me, your words came hard and it still is. i don't like it when u bring me down. Thats who i am, if u don't like it it still doesn't give u a perfect reason to bring me down like it was nth. If you don't like me sounding sacarstic Please remember, neither do i. I know you don't mean it when u call me names. Yet, those names were pinned deep in my heart. So please, stop. I'm starting to get tired of all this quarrels. Sunday, May 11, 2008
I'm bored bored bored bored bored.Had fun with nadira ytd for shopping ! We went to Fareast for lunch and shopped alil but nothing caught our eyes. Den went to Lime's Flea Market, saw this dress but wasn't very keen so i gave it up. While nad bought herself a bippy dress XD We went to haji after which and i bought my geeky spects. XD Hubbee says i look really funny in it. Nad keeps tellin herself that she have to get her prioritis first but in the end, nad bought herself a dress and nothing from her "priority list" hahas. After all that shopping, i went to alexander to have dinner with my parents and relative. Was really full by then. AFTER THAT have to meet Marcus at Anchor Point then meet the rest of our brothers at Boon Tong Kee @ Timah for supper =.= 8 hours eat 3 meals. So full lor. After all that eating, we went to palm garden's swimming pool to slack and chit chat. The guys started the ghostly topic, trying to scare us. LOL. Slack until 4a.m den i got home and sleep. Now i'm at home, bored till death. Sian sian sian sian la. Anyone who knows about shop blogging wan do with me? Or teach me? I'm like running low of cash la. Sians la. Messages / Tag Replies: Tuesday, May 6, 2008
I'm not alright.I know many will reprimand me because i should tell myself that i'm alright instead of "i'm not alright" but i think i should stop lying to myself. I am not alright but i believe that i'll be fine. So, readers peace to you and peace to me (: I may seem all smiley and stuff but right behind that smile theres a thousand I'm like crawling into this dark hole, so wet and dirty and small. Trying to find light but to no avail. Don't worry because i know i'll be fine. I have so many people behind my backs i can't let them down (: Messages / Tag Replies : You asked if i would turn back, i know how much i wanted to but i resist. Recently, sweet text messages decrease, but aggressive ones increased. You always say that you love me but i think all i need is to feel love and not to hear love. I hope you'll understand this. I never was bothered about whether you send me a sweet good night msg or not because all i need is a msg that brings care and concern but not sweet talk. All i need is a boyfriend who can really give in to me. I always hear people telling me how nice their boyfriends have been to them. I want to be proud of my boyfriend yet i believe most only heard that we quarrelled. No one is perfect i can tell because i'm not a good girlfriend myself at least, ask yourself have i changed? From someone who never really bothered about her boyfriend i become someone who actually made a photo collage for her boyfriend. I'm never a "art" person be it a DIY person. Or maybe i was the one who never appreciated. Maybe i was the one at fault. Monday, May 5, 2008
MARCUS LOY. ME ELAINE CHEONG NOW SIO SHU WITH U. I'll LEAVE IT TO FATE (:12A.M TODAY WILL PIN MY FATE. I'M GOING TO TRY LAST SHOT. IF NOT EVERYTHING = GAMEOVER. And yes, i called and there was no ans. Would it end just like that? Question me? I called again. This time with my cell. He picked up but i was too lost for words. i only managed a "byebye", and he replied "byebye". Thus, we hung up. -dead- Is that it? Messages / Tag Replies : Don't feel like entertaining anyone. Don't feel like doing anything. Those who are here but not to help please scram. Those who just wanna irritate, record whatever you want to say and let me listen to it when i feel better. Those who freakingly need someone now, i'm sorry i can't help. Those who think that i'm joking, try me and you shall see. Messages / Tag Replies : Sunday, May 4, 2008
Messages / Tag Replies 3/o5 Saturday ! Shopping day ! Aw.. hubbee had a fight with his mama and thus he can't go shopping with me. So,i browsed through my whole contact list in hope to find someone to accompany me and I FOUND ZHENYI ! Its been sometime since i last met this god-meimei of mine and she has changed so much ! She also commented that i changed pretty much. She's become better looking already (: I was so anxious of meeting her but i was still able to recognise her. She weren't sure if i was ME when we first met. Met around 4p.m then we went Fareast. Din't manage to get any thing at fareast except i bought my new wider waist belt. Ate our lunch cum dinner and off to Mango ! Wanted to go hunting in mango because i saw charlotte's cute blouse and i found it ! I bought it too XD Din't mean to get the same top as Charlotte but that top looks too cute -no choice!- Even Zhenyi says its nice and sweet. Its lined with Apples on the blouse. Black and red apples ! Put it out, got zhenyi's approval and down to the counter ! Oh ya, that top wasn't on display but this nice sales auntie sort of understand my description and found that top in the storeroom (: Well, it wasn't the last piece anyway it just went out of sizes. Flew down to Zara but nothing caught my eye. Look look, scan scan and still to no avail. Wanted to visit Topshop and taka but i know Zhenyi have to be home early so i headed straight to Cineleisure's Fred Perry and bought my polo tee. I LOVE IT ! My feet hurts throughout the whole day Owww, stupid heels. When i first wore it, it was dreadful. My second time was perfect and today, my third, it was a complete disaster. Blister popping out - i think i have 3 on each legs which means 6 in total ): - Thus, i decided to take a cabby to hubbee's place and i gave Zhenyi a lift. Here are some pictures (: .jpg) Me in my Fred Perry's and Zhenyi (: .jpg) Us again (: .jpg) Posing ! .jpg) Only 2 bags but 3 items (: Messages / Tag Replied Thursday, May 1, 2008
I HATE MYSELF. I REALLY HATE MYSELF. I FREAKING HATE MYSELF. I REALLY FREAKLY HATE MYSELF.Don't tell me i sound F**king emo or whatever. I really hate myself for being so harsh but i really got a shock. I tried so F**king hard to explain but i guess it really was very wrong. Otherwise would you be so mad? I know how much time you've spent on it and how much it matters to you. Yet i almost ruin everything for you. I can totally understand why u spilled such words at me but still i think u shldn't have. It weren't the first time already, i know that you're really mad. If you wouldn't forgive me, i wouldn't blame you. I know this is going to be a scar, just like the "me" in the past. My past haunts you, i know and thats why i'm scared to lose you. This time i know i'm really wrong and i'm very sorry for doing that. Please trust me, i really din't mean to do that. Everything happened too fast. ALASTER CHUA WEI HAN. I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE. Wouldn't it be nice,.... If right now i'm hand in hand with hubbee, walking down the busy streets of Orchard road smiling to one and another. Hubbee, helping me with all my shopping bags, giving me comments on how i look in the different clothings. Hubbee, telling me jokes, holding me when i almost fall. Even though the eyes are staring yet all we see is one and another. Laughing at each other's sillyness. Hubbee, probably complaining that there are so many bags for him to carry and that i've spent enough. While i'll just ignore and go shop to shop. Or even if its just a simple movie treat with hubbee. Sharing the same cup of drink. To have him hugging me when it starts to get cold. We laughing at some other couple. Just having fun as long we have one another. Even if, i'm not with hubbee, instead i'm now at AMK with my girlfriend. Gossiping, Eating, Chatting and making fun of each other. How i wished... At least all of which i've listed is better than having to stay home feeling really lousy. I wanted so much to be out of my own room, my house and to stop staring at the four walls. I waited for him to receive his report and to call me to tell me that he's ready to meet me. Only to have waited in vain because instead of calling me, he fell asleep. 6 hours of patience were wasted. Why is everyone having fun yet, here i am waiting for someone to call only to hear that he fell asleep? He can even try to fight back when i called for an explanation. Dragging other things into the whole scenario, making things worse for the both of us. Am i that irritating? Is going shopping with me that much of a torture? Or am i the one to blame to have not called earlier to check if you're home? Am i the one to blame to have not receive your sms? Falling asleep on our date is so wrong yet you're nonchalant about it. You can sacrifice your sleeping time for some game that is not useful then why can't you sacrifice your sleep to go on a date with me? All you bothered to cough out is that you're exhausted. After all that fighting then u managed a "so you want to go for a movie now?" Its too late, do you even think that i would still want to go out on a date with you. When i'm so mad at you? And you made it sound like you're force to ask me out. Why is it that everytime you're in the wrong, i never fail to forgive u quickly. Yet when it is the other way round, all we get is that we'll quarrel over and over again, over that matter? I think i'll just stop ranting over this. Messages / Tag Replies: |
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