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Friday, April 4, 2008
I know i know its early in the morning. I have to actually wake up at 0900 for work but i woke up wayyyyyyyyyyyy before that. I need advices for this -My boyfriend's ex gave him a nick name and keeps calling him that till now. He never once stopped her or did anything to make it stop. I'm very concern about this, it makes me feel like he still have feelings for her or smth. Everytime we quarrel, i talk about her. I know how much i shouldn't and how much it harms the relationship but i can't stop. I don't have confident in keeping him. Everything just keeps going through my mind, things like her testimonials for him, the nick name she calls him. And things like, He likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he likes her, he loves her. It never fails to bring me down. It keeps going through my mind for zillion, billion times and psychos me. I want to stop thinking about it but i can't. Urgh, don't ask me whats wrong with me because i can't tell either. No matter how much he tells me that he loves me, i'm just not 100% sure of his words. Tell me whats the next thing i should do, advices please? Love is selfish? What about that phrase, i thought i never once gave a damn to this kind of lame dumb phrases about relationships but it seems to be working on me. I feel so sick about it. What happened to the old confident me? Am i really in deep love this time? It feels like it. I never once held on to someone for so long. Tolerates all his actions, Laughs at his silly-ness and no matter how lame his joke is i'll laugh like its the best joke i've ever heard. But again, i'm only 18 do i really understand what true love is? I admit that everytime i look at couples who lasts very long i'll get envious because it don't work like that for me. Finally when its going to work, it fell apart again. - end - Yesterday was a great day even though 90% of it was bad because i quarrelled with him. I had Valerie and Xinyu, one; my beloved student and the other; my one and only girlfriend to cheer for me. I stayed at Xinyu's until close to 11p.m. We were so evil and had so much fun thrashing people in their beatup. Its not like we're really good at it or smth, we just managed to win. GRATS MY ONE AND ONLY GIRLFRIEND FOR GETTING FULL COMBO - BEAT UP FOR "IN THE GROOVE" <3 Then me and valerie went to OCBC to see if my pay is in, sad to mention, its not ): How am i suppose to go shopping with baby and friends without my pay in ! Then we both headed home and i had my dinner, log on to Cabal for abit and tugged in. I wish my new black dress comes soon. (; I bought another dress from http://www.flutterrunway.blogspot.com/ their stuff really rock ok. You guys know me, unless they are really good, otherwise i wouldn'tbe doing this. So, to all my females readers, shop with them ! Messages / Tag replies - Candy - YAY ! Laopo put the heart in already (: -touchhed- shall meet you at bunk soon. (: Let me see if i can get an off-day from baby. -laughs- Xinyu - YAY ! Girlfriend get full combo for "in the groove" grats grats. (: Fiona - YAY ! Thanks for posting our photo on friendster. I kind of "stole" it (: Baby - Misses and please drown me, not with your drool la ! But with your love (: |
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