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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Updates :
- Since i'm free i updated and removed all the Striked items on all my list (:
- New song on board (:


Pathetic and bad. I'm so sick fever 38.7 that was this morning la. After all the skipping classes, the whole day to sleep like a pig i feel very much better. The best is that i got to hear hubbee's voice first thing i woke up (: but he said he'll call me back and its already past an hour so what the hell is he doing XD haha. Have to go teach tuition later ): i wish i can be of some help for my girlfriend and valerie.

Beloved girlfriend ah, you finally admit that stress looked you up. Well, i know you're feeling really bad now but i still have to say this. Stress looked you up because everything is last minute. I was worse off you when i took my O lvl's i nv did give a damn that was why i din't do as expected. Teachers are born to kill everyone so, don't blame your teacher (: I read your post and i feel that you're really emotional. I think there are somethings that you can really express nicely even though you're in a bad mood. If you really feel so hopeless call me or something ya? I know what you're going through because this has happened to me before (:









Messages / Tag replies:

Alaster Hubbee - Thanks Hubbee (:
Jade GF - Just hope you're alright
Jason Didi - Cena ! hahahaha miss me ah? call me or date me la ! except if your jiefu allow XD




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Monday, April 28, 2008



Nice Nice? Any Comments? Made this duing lesson. 4 hrs of dumb dumb lesson makes me sleep. Since i was bored and i have BannedStory, i made this cute lil poster (:

1 Hour till lesson ends ! (:




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Its not that i don want to update but its that current my life is so busy yet so boring i don't want to kill my readers (:

Nothing happened much last week i guess. School work school work school work nothing else. 24th is our day again our 5th/1st/1yr anniversary; i know its complicated. XD We had sakae and watched Forbidden kingdom together. HELL ! Hubby slept through half the movie XD I guess he's too tired. Don't know what he have been doing anyway. Even though it was a short day but i'm very happy and satisfied.

Saturday i stay home and rot rot rot rot rot with cabal XD Finally train till Master le yay ! Xinyu and my 3rd month ! Hahahaha (:

Sunday i worked but i brought my lappy there so can Cabal and rot again. At night i was so damn tired but sadd quarrelled with hubbee all because of stupid cabal =.= think i shan't go into details. XD









Messages and Tag Replies :

Hubbee - I promise i'll spend supple time with you. Thanks Hubbee help me train (:
Xinyu - I want a date with you (: Happy 3rd month and happy coming 4th month XD Save Save (:
Nadira - See you nx nx sat XD
Leen - Yes you are XD my cutecute lei (:




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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Hey all. Yes i know i hasn't been a constant blogger, school have been really busy. I'm chiong-ing my cabal skill level as well. Those who plays and are my readers add me @ Zarela @ Mercury (:

18/o4

Today was a real bad bad bad bad day for me. Suay Suay Suay Suay man ! i woke up really early and was ready for school very soon. I wore white pants and havaianas despite the bad weather. Congratulations to myself, by the time i got to the MRT station, i have my pants nicely decorated in brown spots (the mud water) and worse off, i din't even know. I tried to squeeze in to any trains that came by but horrible people just push you out of the cabin! (*&^%$#@) So i ended up spending ard 30mins that is like missing 5 to 6 trains. When i exited the station which i enter, Bukit Gombak, it cost me around $1 due to the time i spent. I called home and mom wasn't in. Since i realise that i stained my shorts, i decided to went home to change and wait for mom to drive me to school.

Got home and bla bla bla. My lesson starts at 9a.m but mom only managed to get home by 9.15a.m ONLY to find out that dad drove the car to woke = mom do not have a car = i will not get my lift to school. WHAT THE ! SUAY SUAY SUAY ! HORRIBLE HORRIBLE ! I cab-ed to school and the kind taxi uncle gave me a discount (: - things aren't so bad right? - i was reprimanded for being late (:

Class ended early so i met Valerie at BPP to visit popular and get some stuff for Xinyu, shop abit for my new bag. - din't find any nice ones - Headed to Lot1 to meet Xinyu to study ! We were there for like 7 hours until in between, Jesse came and join us....- something went wrong - Then we all seperated and headed home.

19/o4

Sad to say Nadira bailed out on me again but i managed my saturday by hanging out with hubby. Went to hubby's place and played game but in the end i slept alot. Busy school days make me slpy during weekends. XD

20/o4

Was suppose to work but since i din't feel well, i stayed home.

21/o4

Its drawing nearer and nearer to 24th XD those who know me well will know why i'm so excited. School ended at 11a.m today, i got home put down my stuff and went to hubby's place to drag him out of his lalaland so that he can accompany me to shopping XD. Spent like 2 hours dragging him out from chasing sheeps in lalaland.

HOMFGBBQ ! its raining by the time we wanted to leave but nothing can stop me ! We hailed a cab and headed down to fareast ! I wanted to go to Fareast, Zara and Bugis to get my stuff. In the end, fareast statisfied all my shopping hunger. I bought, a Zinc Bag for school, a Anna Sui bag, 2 blouse and a faded grey skinnies. Spent like around $250 including food and cab fare. I bought a lil bag for hubby too (: and he offered to pay for my anna sui bag since i fell immediately in love with it at first sight. Shopping is so much fun but i'm really going broke ): The record is that i bought everything in 1hour. LOL.

Addition to post
While getting my bag from Zinc, i saw this shop assistant who resemble my first primary school friend. She's really kind in helping me so before i left i asked for her name and surprisingly, she IS my friend from Canossa Convent Primary School. Omg. Shona ! I'm so surprise to see you there and so glad to find you again. -loves


22/o4

Currenly i'm in school, in the midst of a programming course. It requires nothing except for the ability of drag and dropping and of course listening. I guess everyone can do that (: Well, its quite interesting and easy i quite like the lecturer, a PhD holder so should be a Dr instead. (: Hmm, had alot of fun with hubby yesterday. Class ends at 4 but i still have to tutor JiaRyen, Valerie and Xinyu. I need to earn more money ! SHOPPING SHOPPING ! Think i'll just end here. Anyone who wants to date me for shopping, call me !









Messages / Tag Replies :

* Mel is sa - Just grab from my friendster !
* Alaster - Thanks for yesterday. Will look forward to thursday the 24th !
* Xinyu - I love you but i love hubby more, so i'm not as foolish as you ! XD
* Jesse - Thanks for friday (:
* Nadira - Hope Soccer training went well. You've been missed (: I'll see you soon !
* Valerie - Muhahahahah here comes horrifying tuition classes ! XD
* ELAINE TO ALL - Those who's name is in Italic means you're a special someone to me !




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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

I've got nothing to update because still makes me so tired. I left my CCA -how great- and its only the first week of school yet schoolwork is piling up. Please wish me the best, mates. Anyway, school isas usual. Starting a Business don't seemed so bad as least i have gab and Janice (: How coincident that janice is in my IA class (: No changes in class. Only new classmates, no one left (: Except for monday, everyday was tiring. I slept everytime i got home but its good because i'm a late sleeper and being tired when i'm home shows that i used my brain in the morning and thats why i'm tired -winks- I think i'l just stop here.

Tag Replies :
Xinyu - Thats like 2 weeks away. I'm already going broke. LOL i'll se you tomorrow (:




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Sunday, April 13, 2008

I'm so lazy to blog about today XD think i'll just reply the tags (:









Messages / Tag Replies :
*WeiKiatSONNY - Linked you already sonny (:
*AlasterHUBBY - its ok hubby (: i never blame you.
*NadiraBFF - i'll never hold anyting against my BFF. no worries okae (: i hope u had fun too.
*XinyuGF - haha. yes yes lets have it again but provided you have money XD i'm broke haha.
*Po - Hi stranger. Jacqueline is a old name i used to name myself when i was in primary school. Its named after my favourite Author, Jacqueline Wilson. It was never a real name (: Anyway you are? I'm quite curious as to who you are because you have to be one of my long lost friend. otherwise you wun call me that. (:




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As i promised, i've uploaded picture of what xinyu have cooked for me an her friends. (:

Mushroom Ritsoto (:

Nuggets

Soup From Xinyu's Mama (:

Good day today. Though nadira couldn't make it last minute i still had fun. Aw, Hubby couldn't make it last minute as well but i still have pierre and xinyu to make my day (:

First, we headed to Bugis thought of going to street to get myself a new bag then to haji to get my geeky spects but we were really hungry. We went to parco second level and see what we could get for lunch. I wanted Sakae Sushi but i remember hubby saying that he wants to eat sakae with me so i decided not to have sushi. Then we come across Seoul Garden !! And since i promised Xinyu a Seoul Garden Trip, we might as well have it today. I never imagine Seoul Garden to be so much fun. Though the 3 of us couldn't cook, but seoul garden was thoughtful enough to have the "cooking" thingy a little bit lower than the table level to reduce the amount of oil spilt on us (: -THANKS- I wonder why xinyu's side of cooking makes de food "chao tar" easier. No matter how long i leave mine, it still looks great. I think it loves me (: haha. We had camwhoring session and ate for about 1 hr and 15mins. I din't know we were such big eaters. Actually we're not its just that we spent a long time there. Here are the photos !

Before we start

After*

After, a long time. When we gradually got sick of the food.
Note the food beside the wok, we "accidentally" drop it.
Pssss, we threw it to make it look like we're not wasting hahah.

My Bowl os Yumilicious Tom Yam. Sad that Xinyu don't enjoy tom yam ):

Our dried up wok with all the vegetable, bee hoon fishball crabmeat.
it looks so much like pizza XD

CamWhoring

and again

XINYU's DISTORTED FACE.
she was trying to say dragon FRRRRRRRUIT (:

Pierre's DISTORTED while drinking water face XD

Mine looks horrible distorted =.=
so unglam

After all that seoul garden, we headed to street, i found nothing that i like. Then we went to the second storey, and i bought a top. Again. Then we went bunk, played audition, maple then cabal. Xinyu wants to get home early so we waited for 8p.m to take the without-peak-hours cab (: Me and pierre headed to hubby's house and played computer again =.= went home shortly after that.

Here are some photos of me zilian-ing after i got home XD













Messages / Tag Replies:
AlasterHUBBY - hubby ! its okay if you couldn't make it. Its for work ma (: Earn Money.
NadiraBFF - Hope you enjoyed your day (: i'm not mad at you hahaha. I'll see you soon.
XinyuGF - Thanks for today, i think its our best day out ever !




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Friday, April 11, 2008

Stupid Xinyu Tag me to do this quiz (*&^%$#@ WTH. ok la i do this quiz entertain you lor. Anyway, i think everyone got the instructions wrong. You're suppose to do the quiz and than post it. THEN repost it after you added your personal question. Which makes it 2 post.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
- Wa Um Zai ( I don't know in Hokkien )
2. What i want the most now?
- Money (?), Ice Cream (?), I want my hubby's trust (:
3. Who is the person i trust most?
- Elaine Cheong, i trust myself. Those whom i did not mention does not mean that i don't trust you. Please note the underline (:
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- I think i have too confidence its over flowing. -Evils Laughs- XD
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
- I'll see myself being a rich Taitai married to my Hubby. XD
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- Yes. Because i've seen rainbow(s) after rain(s).
7. What are you afraid to lose most now?
- Everything or even anything.
8. Do you believe in soulmates?
- What exactly is soulmates?
9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him or her?
- I've already confessed (:
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- She can cook. She can keep secrets and she can shop with me.
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- I don't believe in requirements. I believe in LOVE (:
12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
- the kind of person who hates me.
13. Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
- Yes. Provided they cherish me too (:
14. Do you believe in God?
- Good question, never thought of that.
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Everything or even anything. XD
16.What your friend like about you?
- me being relatively straightforward (?)
17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
- try something new (:
18. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
- The kind they hope i am.
19. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- My "spoilt-brat"-ness
20. Can't think of a question.
Thanks Xinyu for not being able to think of a question (:

-QUIZ ENDS-

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question,
Make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 6 people in your list,
List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.
Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
- Wa Um Zai ( I don't know in Hokkien )
2. What i want the most now?
- Money (?), Ice Cream (?), I want my hubby's trust (:
3. Who is the person i trust most?
- Elaine Cheong, i trust myself. Those whom i did not mention does not mean that i don't trust you. Please note the underline (:
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- I think i have too confidence its over flowing. -Evils Laughs- XD
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
- I'll see myself being a rich Taitai married to my Hubby. XD
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- Yes. Because i've seen rainbow(s) after rain(s).
7. What are you afraid to lose most now?
- Everything or even anything.
8. Do you believe in soulmates?
- What exactly is soulmates?
9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him or her?
- I've already confessed (:
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- She can cook. She can keep secrets and she can shop with me.
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- I don't believe in requirements. I believe in LOVE (:
12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
- the kind of person who hates me.
13. Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
- Yes. Provided they cherish me too (:
14. Do you believe in God?
- Good question, never thought of that.
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Everything or even anything. XD
16.What your friend like about you?
- me being relatively straightforward (?)
17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
- try something new (:
18. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
- The kind they hope i am.
19. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- My "spoilt-brat"-ness
20. If you're given a chance to see "someone" again. Who would the someone be? (my personal question)
- I would want to have the chance to see my grandpa (my personal answer)

Here are the people i hope will do this quiz.
- My Hubby (but he don't have a blog)
- Nadira
- Mel is sa
- Weikia Er zi
- Stephanie
- Xinyu (as a punishment to make me do it !)
i only have 6 leii. how? I KNOW JUST WHAT TO DO !




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I have so many confessions to make !


I ❤ MY BOYFRIEND (: ALASTER CHUA WEI HAN


I ❤ My BFF(s), Nadira, Melissa and Fiona (:

I ❤ My Girlfriend, Xinyu (:

After so much i finally realise how important my boyfriend is to me. No one will be able to make me stop clinging on to him, unless he don't want me to. I also realise that my BFFs are important to me as well, Nadira you made my day so much just by telling me that you want to date me to Haji Lane (: I'm at work as usual and bored to tears. How i wish anyone above whom i just confessed to is here to accompany me especially my boyfriend. Anyway, its good enough to have him to accompany me on the phone (: He's coming to pick me up later -sniggers- I'm chewing on my Dumpling noodle (currently marcus's favourite haha) while waiting for hubby's call. Shall stop here, there ain't much for to say anyway (: Good day everyone !




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Slept throughout the whole day till ard 4p.m. I woke up and went to teach JiaRyen Tuition. Was looking forward to giving Valerie and Xinyu tuition. When i reached Xinyu's place, she invited me in with a huge smile (: and gave me food that she cooked herself. YumYum, it tasted so good ! Shall post pictures of her food tomorrow (: I had mushroom mee-soto ( i forgot the name of the food but it sounded something like that XD ) (?) Soup and Nuggets. hahaa. Then we all decided that we were not in the mood to have tuition so, we talked, play audition and postponed the tuition to saturday ! hahah. Nice relaxing day. Thanks babe. Thank you so much for wipping up such nice food (:










Messages / Tag Replies :
Xinyu - I love the food you've prepared and i look forward to us spending time like that together again !
Nadira - I'm so glad you dated me ! Haji Haji here i come !




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Thursday, April 10, 2008

Makes Me Wonder...

How much i used to believe that loving someone is forgiving their past and accepting who they are today. I guess, he proved me wrong today. We had a joyful conversation, starting off with asking about what each other is doing. Talking nonsense to one another. Untill suddenly, there was silence. I knew something was going to pop but i din't expect it to be ugly. Interrogates. He started asking me questions. Questions that never failed to make me feel insignificant. Questions that was my past. Questions that i believe will leave a scar between us. I tried to avoid but i know avoiding makes matters worse. Why can't we leave things as it is and look forward together. Why is he turning back? Everytime he turns back to look at stuff, all i can see is his back. Nothing but his back, no smile, no anger, no expressions. Just his back. I realise that, to him, my past matters much more than our relationship and it matters more than how i felt. He neglected my feelings. I fought back but i lost, i couldn't help it. Should i retaliate by giving him a taste of his own medicine? No, i shouldn't. It will only harm the situation. All i did was to let him have this way, kept my mouth tight to myself. I feel like crying but i only allowed 2 tears to fall and i told myself, "You must stay strong. No matter what it is, if he's giving up. You must hold on. Never forget what happened last time and never let it repeat again." Things that din't matter much to me, became a very big deal to him.

Baby, if hurtful words are all that we exchange. No matter how hurting it is, it'll still be music to my ears. Only the difference would be, if its a happy song or a sad song.

Before i can even finish this post. I broke down. He said, "You very pathetic leii you." I know he thought i din't hear him but the fact is. I did and at that split moment, tears flowed uncontrollably. I'm sure i'll pull through this time, really. I still feel like giving up. Zzz. I'm so pathetic, oh gawd, there he goes despising me. I feel so stupid and so useless.

Could this all be about trust and not trusting? Do you still love me like before?




Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange
But I can't watch you walk away

Can I forget about the way it feels to touch you?
And all about the good times that we've been through
Could I wake up without you every day?
Would I let you walk away?

No, I can't learn to live without
And I can't give up on us now

[Chorus]
Oh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
A promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth insideI'd fail cause
I, I just can't live a lie

Could I forget the look that tells me that you want me?
And all the reasons that make loving you so easy
The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe
The way you know just what I mean

No, I can't learn to live without
Ohh, so don't you give up on us now

Ohh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over youBut even if I made a vow
A promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

Ohh, and I don't wanna try

Ohhhh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
A promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
I just can't live a lie
But even if I made a vow
A promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie

Oh, I cant live a lie [x2]









Messages / Tag Replies :

Yaomin - Whats your blog address again? O.O
Xinyu - I know you love me very much (:
Stephanie - Link already la hahahha.
Nad - You're so sweet -loves (:




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Wednesday, April 9, 2008

This is a message for my beloved girlfriend, Xinyu.

Thanks for that sweet post on your blog. It really touched me alot till i cried in front of my boyfriend. I wasn't trying to irritate you, but i'm glad u cherish our relationship and you understand that i care. I din't expect you to post such a sweet post and this incident shall be pinned in my heart. So yea, we shall be girlfriends till the end. I'll promise to care for you more. Okay, i think it really makes me sound like a freaking lesbian. Thanks babe !





This is a message for my beloved Boyfriend, Alaster.

Hey baby, i know how much you've done for me but please note that i'm doing as much for you. Although it din seem like it but i really am. I know how much u hate me acting like a spoil brat and throwing tantrum. I've been trying real hard in changing and i believe you've noticed changes. Sometimes i'm really insensitive because i really feel good when you give in but i'll understand and not take advantage of you being nice to me. (:




This is a message for my babe, Nadira, Melissa and Fiona.

Hey babes, its been sometime since we last met which was at fiona's party but all this while i've been trying to tell you guys how much our friendship matters. I'm glad we're still standing strong and i'm glad you guys are there for me when i needed help. 4 years (for the exception of nadira, 7 and a half years) of friendship through thick and thin, joy and sorrow. I believe nothing can express our friendship and how much i value "us" no matter what. I know that we will be BFF(s) till eternity (:




This is a message to my fellow brothers, Marcus, Vincent, ShangMing.

I know that when i broke up with alaster, things has been hard on you guys. You guys din't know who to side and of cause siding with a guy seemed like a better choice. I know i almost lost our friendship but you guys are back. Thanks Marcus for listening to me when i need a pair of listening ears. Thanks Vincent for bringing me laughter. Thanks Shangming for supporting me all this time. I'm glad that we are still friend. From the 7 brother 1 sister. Now currently 5 brother 1 sister, welcome our new member Kachua aka YongXiang. Cheers !




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Monday, April 7, 2008

Updates :
- New photo, 4yrs of friend. through thick and thin
- New photo, 2 yrs of brothership. Sorrows and Laughters.
- Remove one picture of myself. I think i'm wayyyy too in love with myself XD
- New item on my shopping cart (:
- Striked new items on my shopping cart.

Before i start any posting let me share this cute video with you (;
Go watch this video XD funny funny.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=AK3wi2Tt4Pc&feature=related

I'm at work eating snake as usual. School's going to start in a week, feel horribly lethargic. At least i'm way better than Junior College people -Evil Laughs- Here comes year 2 but i'm so not prepared. What kind of challenge will i face this time? Marcus is leaving school, i'm not close to eric. Who can i turn to in school? I'll look forward to seeing A11 2nd year(s). I bet the guys can't wait to see if theres any year 1 chicks. Waiting for baby to come pick me and marcus up. Oh yea, marcus is working with me now. He likes the job and i'm so so so so relief. Well, i don't really have anything to talk about. Shall just SMGU here (:









Messages / Tag Replies -
Xinyu - No matter what you'll have me. I'm with you all the way (:
Alaster - I MISS YOU (:
Candy - We'll have a REAL outing soon. Hmm, how about seoul garden because xinyu wants one. hahah




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Sunday, April 6, 2008

Saturday Saturday Saturday = Self Proclaimed Offday cum Shopping day.

Baby you're late today again but no worries i'm not mad at you (: Went to Ang Mo Kio Hub today to bank in my cheque (-WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-) and catch "Shutter" with baby. I think if you're looking for a movie that "scares", 'Shutter' is fine but the storyline wise, people who've catched the thailand version probably can read the story out loud as it goes. Psss, thats what i did -Laughs- After the movie, we went shopping for abit but found nothing interesting. THEN ! my ankle broke, my 3rd wan. -Excuse me auntie make your anklets more lasting can? I know its only 3 bucks la but i really want to give up on your shop liao lei! - Went peninsular to get my new belt. I don't know what that sign stands for but its a star shape with two bobbly heart curves so its sort of like a heart cum star logo. Urgh ! I'm bad at describing )(*&^%$#@

Then bickered with baby abit because i want to go to bugis to get myself a new anklet but baby insist that he can fix it and that he's really tired. In the end, he can't - Evil Laughs - No choice, he have to accompany me to bugis to get a new anklet. I end up buying a new flowery but-not-at-all-auntie-ish smocked tube dress. First time i'm in favour of a "smocked" top. Got my new anklet and headed back to baby's house. Logged on to Cabal and Audition for abit then came home. Went blog surfing and found someone who really needs a friend now, so i'm being abit thick-skinned and decided that i shall be the one. -Muahahahaha-









To XYZ, dearest friend,

Whoever i'm typing this to, will find it really familiar because i tagged at your blog as "passer-by". You'll probably come read my blog but i wanna tell you that i'm blogging now not because i want you to know who passerby is. Instead its because your taggy is really small and its all cramp up i don't want to push people's taggs down. So i've decided to blog my reply to your post.

Is there something you think you should tell me? Well, you used to tell me everything, guess i'm working so much that i neglected you. I apologise for that. Now heres what passerby want to talk to you about so you better listen up otherwise i'll be screaming right at your ears.

Tell me whats making you break down. Breaking down is such a strong word and it worries me. How many unpleasant stuffs happened? Why are they so capable of bringing you down? I thought you're much stronger than you seem but i guess i'm wrong. I'm not reprimanding you, in stead i believe that you ARE strong but its whether or not you want yourself to be. You once told me that you live your life not to please anyone. I'm sure i din't get that wrong because that was what that made me feel that you're strong. So, whats with all the complains and whins? If you seriously don't give a damn to what they are saying, then don't give a damn. Well, let me give you a hand to help you stand up. I understand that no one can stand strong forever but i also believe that everyone can stand up again after they fall. If you love your old-self den BE your old-self. Never get sick of life, life is full of excitement. It only depends on how you want to narate it. If you need someone to talk to, i'm always here. So don't let their comments / judgements / nonsenses get to you. YOU are who YOU are. I'll give u a push when you need support. I'll scream for you till my throat give way when u need a cheer. Thats what friends are for and thats what i'm for as a friend of yours.









Messages / Tag Replies -
Nad - I know you're here and i need our haji lane trip ); I miss that place haha.
Xinyu - I where got eat snake, i say i wake up wayyyyyyyy before that lei auntie ! Yes ! I know i'm pro but you're not bad either. (:
Alaster - Play game until don't want to sleep. Now sleeping like a piggeh luhhh haha.




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Friday, April 4, 2008

I know i know its early in the morning. I have to actually wake up at 0900 for work but i woke up wayyyyyyyyyyyy before that. I need advices for this -

My boyfriend's ex gave him a nick name and keeps calling him that till now. He never once stopped her or did anything to make it stop. I'm very concern about this, it makes me feel like he still have feelings for her or smth. Everytime we quarrel, i talk about her. I know how much i shouldn't and how much it harms the relationship but i can't stop. I don't have confident in keeping him. Everything just keeps going through my mind, things like her testimonials for him, the nick name she calls him. And things like,

He likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he loves her, he likes her, he likes her, he loves her.

It never fails to bring me down. It keeps going through my mind for zillion, billion times and psychos me. I want to stop thinking about it but i can't. Urgh, don't ask me whats wrong with me because i can't tell either. No matter how much he tells me that he loves me, i'm just not 100% sure of his words. Tell me whats the next thing i should do, advices please?

Love is selfish? What about that phrase, i thought i never once gave a damn to this kind of lame dumb phrases about relationships but it seems to be working on me. I feel so sick about it. What happened to the old confident me? Am i really in deep love this time? It feels like it. I never once held on to someone for so long. Tolerates all his actions, Laughs at his silly-ness and no matter how lame his joke is i'll laugh like its the best joke i've ever heard. But again, i'm only 18 do i really understand what true love is? I admit that everytime i look at couples who lasts very long i'll get envious because it don't work like that for me. Finally when its going to work, it fell apart again. - end -

Yesterday was a great day even though 90% of it was bad because i quarrelled with him. I had Valerie and Xinyu, one; my beloved student and the other; my one and only girlfriend to cheer for me. I stayed at Xinyu's until close to 11p.m. We were so evil and had so much fun thrashing people in their beatup. Its not like we're really good at it or smth, we just managed to win.

GRATS MY ONE AND ONLY GIRLFRIEND FOR GETTING FULL COMBO - BEAT UP FOR "IN THE GROOVE" <3

Then me and valerie went to OCBC to see if my pay is in, sad to mention, its not ): How am i suppose to go shopping with baby and friends without my pay in ! Then we both headed home and i had my dinner, log on to Cabal for abit and tugged in. I wish my new black dress comes soon. (; I bought another dress from http://www.flutterrunway.blogspot.com/ their stuff really rock ok. You guys know me, unless they are really good, otherwise i wouldn'tbe doing this. So, to all my females readers, shop with them !










Messages / Tag replies -
Candy - YAY ! Laopo put the heart in already (: -touchhed- shall meet you at bunk soon. (: Let me see if i can get an off-day from baby. -laughs-
Xinyu - YAY ! Girlfriend get full combo for "in the groove" grats grats. (:
Fiona - YAY ! Thanks for posting our photo on friendster. I kind of "stole" it (:
Baby - Misses and please drown me, not with your drool la ! But with your love (:




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Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Everything went wrong yesterday. -again- but after that it turned out alright.

I went town alone.

- Red Large Bundle for baby as a present (: (i'm so sweet, this is what i can help with when his stupid LV wallet do not have a coin section ! WTH) - Fareast went out of stock for the bundle.
- New Foundation (: - Bought
- New Belt (: - Baby didn't come with me ):
- New Anklet (: - Bought
- Leather Sling Bag (: - Bought
- I'm also going Hunting at ZARA (: - went but found nothing.

I went Fareast then went Zara, after which i headed to Topshop. I have nothing to buy at all at Zara and Topshop how sad. ): Then i headed to Kinokoniya BOOK HUNTING (:

At around 4 or 5 plus i headed to bugis that is when i bought a new top and my anklet (: Yay ! Cheers to myself.

I was nice enough to want to meet baby (when i was suppose to be mad at him) after all that shopping but it only resulted into a big fight which was resolved later on (After like don't know how long LOL) but i'm glad we're alright now.









Messages / Tag Replies :
xiia0leen - cutecute you nv gimme your blog add. i forget already XD
Candy - Laopo linked (:
Xinyu - Your blog is not wonderful la. Its SUPERB okae? (entertain only XD)
Alaster - ): i'll look forward to saturday. Promise me you wouldn't leave me alone this time.




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Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Updates :
- Removed items that have been accomplished from Shopping cart "March" and switched "March" to "April"
- Removed movies that i've watched from Movie Treats "March"
- Added new song to my playlist. HEY YO ! SING IT !




HOMFGBBQILY, i can't wait to see baby later. April the 1st i meant, anyway its april's fool cum shopping day tomorrow so i wonder whats going to happen. I FOOLED BABY ! at 1.33a.m XD Here are the items i'm going hunt for tomorrow (:

- Red Large Bundle for baby as a present (: (i'm so sweet, this is what i can help with when his stupid LV wallet do not have a coin section ! WTH)
- New Foundation (:
- New Belt (:
- New Anklet (:
- Leather Sling Bag (:
- I'm also going Hunting at ZARA (:

So yes, if you are looking for anything tell me ! Maybe i'll stand a chance to come across it then i can tell you where to get it ! I'm going to Fareast, maybe Cineleisure, CityHall, Bugis and Haji Lane. So much to buy so little money ! I hope i get the rest of my pay soon. URGH ! Can't wait.

Went blog hunting just now and i came across cutecute(xiia0leen) and laopo's(cutegalz0) blog. You go girls, your blogs are wonderful (:









Messages / Tag Replies -
Xinyu - By then my money all gone already laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. ):
Alaster - baby got fooled ! XD -loves-
Ferza - Eh got update la !




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